What a chauvinistic lessons.

This is how my day being tired. I love alone but I hate being lonely. I love sleeping but I hate going to bed. I love school but I hate their assignments. I miss my childhood and all these little things without homework. What about now? I am teenager who I am studying at senior high. I hate being this. Spend 3 a.m. with many homework or woke up in the middle of the night because I forgot the exam for tomorrow. My Mom always shocked looks my blacked-eyes, gawk-mouth, and chaos-bedroom.

One day,
When Monday's blackboard full of physic's formulas, I was sleeping during the time lessons. Little awhile I enjoyed my sweet dreams, suddenly, someone pulled over from the sky—in my dream—and gave me a question. I was so shocked and erected my body. She was my teacher.

"Are you sleeping?" She asked.
"I don't think so," I answered even when my friends celebrate my fooling sleep with massive laugh.
"Please, read the text on the blackboard and answer the question above the text, quickly."
"Your pleasure, Mmm.. gor.. ri..l..la. Is it go-ril-la?"
"Have you ever been knows, Albert Einstein make some law about gorilla? Savr your imagination, dear."

Rather crazy. Rather laughed. I felt ashamed.

After leaving school, I tried to read some sentences along the street. And I found some trouble with my eyes. Then, as soon as possible, my Mom bring me to the doctor and she bought a little-jerk glasses. She told me that she haven't much money for bought the rich glasses that I wanted. I thnik it was a terrible moment.

I've tried to feel comfort with my new glasses. Everyday, I feelt like a new stranger. My first glasses was peculiar with red color and circle shape. Actually, that's be hated. I felt my friends are being over me. I was afraid. And one month I kept this situation and I became angry with reality, with my Mom. Why always this red-jerk-glasses? Why there are no money? Oh, Mom, we have daddy.

So, I cracked my glasses into two pieces and I want my Mom to bought me a new glasses again. First, she said that she didn't. But I try to make her believe me, I can did my science better. So, she melted and bought a new glasses. But that's her decisions to choose the glasses. Oh, thats okay I think. Eventually, I got my new glasses.

OH MY GOD! I've shocked at all. My new glasses wasn't more better than the red-jerk-thing yesterday. Like I wanna die. I saw in that glasses my friends mocked me. It hurts. Oh no, I can't wore this glasses. I want a new glasses that's be agreeable with me. My Mom just speechless and bring me to the optic. I saw many glasses displayed. But, the price are lol-ing mouth. I've died. Would it be mine?

And my Mom decided to not buy any glasses again. She hasn't much money for my wishes. After that, she remembered one thing about glasses. She was found a little-cute glasses on storage. It is my Mom's childhood. I must believe Mommy. Little-cute or little-red-jerk?

I put on my desk. Is it better? Little awhile I took a look for Mom's glasses. The shapes are circle but not at all. The color is brown. And that's look better sweet for my skin. The glass still glared be touched adversely by sunlight from my window. I wanna wore it up. But something—I don't know exactly—made that glasses was shacking but there aren't earthquake. Soon, it's over. Then I wore it carefuly. And ★!

Where is it?
An awkward town. With no lights, no mall, no school, no home, no planty, none. Just many depraved buildings ago or I think it was Archimedes or Platos's period. I'm here alone. Nobody else I met. After that, I walked on. I can breathe. So, I think it was the earth in strange places. But, suddenly, I looked someone run fastly next the  highest building. So, I chased him/her. We met in a big hall and I don't know what is it. And the things who run fastly is... an alien.

"Who are you?" I asked.
"Carleon," He asked.
"Can you speak English? You're an alien, right?" I've shocked.
"Follow me," He catch my hand and walked away.

He bring me to the one place I've never know. It seems like the pick of the hill on the earth. It was... it was... AMAZED! I and him sat on there. Took a look of a bright sky in the night. There was so many beautiful stars. Although, I haven't remembered the thing made me sat on this "big-thing".

"Where is it?" I asked
"Mars,"

OH NOOOOOOOO! Is it dreams? Or daydream? Or... I was died? Hey, Mars wasn't a heaven or hell. I've shocked for a long time. Who are bring me to Mars? Flying saucer? What about this glasses? How can flying saucer catch me from my little bedroom in the little house? OH NO. I can't believe this.

"How come I've been here?" I wondered.
"There was some trouble?"
"I don't think so,"
"You're stupid. Don't make your Mom disappointed."
"...."
"Appreciate your kindest Mom. Wear her gift. Anything. She is the kindest Mom. Did you know, your father had some trouble in his office. So, your Mom must be hard worker. Don't be compulsioner,"
"Yeah, I know. How come you know all about this?"
"As you know, I've been alone here for a long-long-long time. I never know. My Mom leave me alone here. I don't know where my Mom now. I was envy with you. Why you make your Mom was afraid? It's hurts. Look at me, I was being alone every day,"
"I'm sorry, Carleon..."
"Oh, yeah! I ever going to earth with my Mom. It was so amazing! I've fall in the backyard of the house. I made friends with a girl. She is beauty. Kindly, and made me feel comfort with earth. I spend the day with her. Her Mom very kind too. She want to know more about me. Although, I'm an alien. And one day, Damascus come. He is the evil who want my glasses. This glasses can make him take control of the relation of planets. I was so shocked. So, I gave my glasses to the girl. She cried even when I and my Mom come to the flying saucer. Then, when my flying saucer flied around Mars, the shooting stars come and my Mom pulled me alone here,"
"Girl?"
"She is your Mom and that's my glasses,"
"WHAT?!?!?!"

That's an amazed conversations with alien. This is like drama. I can't believe.
I realized I'm a stubborn girl, stupid on me.
Carleon said, "Your life is beautiful. Even when you make it beautiful. Give your Mom the best. Happiness is a choice. Go there!"

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